A lot of things happened in 2008 both in my personal life and the world; more than the things that happened in 2007. Many things were started in my life despite my reluctance to go with it; most of which were beyond my control anyway.
Isn’t it scary? Exciting?
I really do have a sick fascination with finding scary things exciting. What will I do in 2009…
What will you do?
Oh, and the Joker? His philosophy doesn’t sound so bad, as well as Two Face’s. What was that…
I’m like a dog chasing cars. I don’t know what to do when I actually catch them. I just DO things.
The only morality in this world is chance.
Not in the sense that I don’t know whether to wear a bra or bind my breasts and grow a mustache.
Not in the sense that I can’t decide whether to give in or keep resisting.
But in the sense that I… don’t know what to do. My activities have come to a standstill, all my projects, or whatever they are called, are nowhere to be found. …They really are just kept around here somewhere, it’s just that I’ve kept them in different places that I’ve lost interest in ever trying to organize them.
I like my way of thinking. My solutions just slap me in the face and call me stupid. I need to organize things before adding more shit to my pile.
I also need to learn how to throw away things. I mean, geez. Scraps of paper napkins with messily written codes or ideas. >_>