Four months.

I wasted four months of my life on that stupid game. Man. (I’m still at it though; but not as much. EH CRIMMY <3)

Lately I have been looking to other people for some kind of approval that what I’m doing is not completely useless. I’ve noticed that it’s growing in frequency as the years go by. Naturally I’d put on some bullshit about not caring what people think; but there are these people in my life whose opinions I value so much that it’d probably a big hit to my pride if they ever said anything negative about me or what I’m doing.

No—I’d probably want to dig a hole and die in it—would be a better way to put it.

God. When did I become this spineless? Or maybe I’m just not satisfied anymore.