Confused.

Not in the sense that I don’t know whether to wear a bra or bind my breasts and grow a mustache.

Not in the sense that I can’t decide whether to give in or keep resisting.

But in the sense that I… don’t know what to do. My activities have come to a standstill, all my projects, or whatever they are called, are nowhere to be found. …They really are just kept around here somewhere, it’s just that I’ve kept them in different places that I’ve lost interest in ever trying to organize them.

I like my way of thinking. My solutions just slap me in the face and call me stupid. I need to organize things before adding more shit to my pile.

I also need to learn how to throw away things. I mean, geez. Scraps of paper napkins with messily written codes or ideas. >_>

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Jihyun wrote @ December 13th, 2008 at 10:08 pm

I know what you mean Michan. I am like that too.
You know my raving about “Oh I am going to open up a shop!” And I kept pushing it back…and back, till few days ago I decided that I decided not to…not any time soon.

In my psychology class, for a person to be happy she or he needs a measure of control over their lifes, such as organizing their rooms for themselves. For me, and probably for all people, having a sense of control in my life makes me feel confident…

I think it will be a good idea to throw away things you don’t need. I am going to do that too. I started with the web, I deleted a whole bunch of accounts. It felt good! :D I hope you can ‘de’ confuse yourself. I will root you!

WOO GO MICHAN!!!! You can do it! Aja aja aja!

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